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I’m
sorry to respond lately. I translated toilet training in
the Mistress Bible that I skipped into English, as follows.
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One of the training to make Rintaro a Yaooo is “Eating shit”
At
first, I made Rintaro naked, put him paper diaper, bound him and
confined him in the cage. I didn’t give him any food for
a few days and I would give him the water only after drinking my
piss, however Rintaro refused to open his mouth and he just bore my
piss flowing over his face. After several piss times, he
finally opened his mouth a little and received my piss, but at once
he vomited it with coughing. I asked Rintaro “How did it
taste?” He answered, “ It was salty and a little
bitter.” Then, I gave him the gargle diluted with water
in stead of water and told him that he would be able to get the
water next time he drink my piss. I was surprised that his diaper
was soiled, though he got almost no drink or food for a few
days. Thinking about his health, I sometimes gave him a
bit of high calorific cookies. After that, every day I
tried to make him drink my piss, showering it over his
face. Five days later, he got to drink my piss, though he
vomited some of my piss.
He longed for some food, so I gave
him “Zousui”, which is rice in the soup. . Of course,
the soup was my piss. Hungry Rintaro ate it, standing
strange taste, which surprised me and convinced me that I could make
him eat my shit. And then, I gave him some food mixed
with my shit. As I expected, he ate some
meal (such as cullied stew with rice, spaghetti with meat sauce, and
so on) mixed with shit without suspecting it. He seemed
to think that drinking my piss caused the strange taste of
meal. And then, I stopped feeding him and
made him fast again. One day, he suddenly began to chew my shoes,
which was left in his cage. I thought he became mad, but
the truth was that excessive hunger made him do it.
I put my shit
on the cullied stew with rice and served to him, but he refused to
eat it. So I disclosed that all food he had included my
shit, which surprised Rintaro very much. He stared at my
shit on the Cully for a certain time and after a short silence he
determined to eat it and actually began to eat. But,
just after swallowing shit and cully, he vomited them on the
dish. I cruelly said to him “You should eat it again.”
and then he started to cry, having the dirty dish with his
hands. I took the dish from him and put it on the floor,
and put his face into the dish and stamped his
head. After that, he repeated eating and vomiting for
several days. I started to suspect that mixing shit with
meal never help him eat shit easily, and then I fed him shit on the
just wet rice without mixing. He still vomited a little,
but he certainly had the progress of eating shit. I had
never stared at my shit until this toilet training. I found that
color and condition of shit was related with what I ate before,
however the taste of all shit seemed to be extremely
bitter. I was irritated with Rintaro, who could not eat
my shit perfectly, and then I bound him tightly and put my shit into
his mouth with spoon and sealed his mouth with packing
tape. I repeated these training over and
over, and one day, Rintaro got to be able to eat my shit,
avoiding nausea in two months after he was confined. One
day, I saw Rintaro on his hands and knees eating my shit on the dish
with his head out of the cage, which reminded me of the greedy
livestock.
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Mistress Naomi also wrote the introduction as follows.
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“Eating
shit”. It consists of only two words, however I think
these words have very complicating meaning and feeling in
it. Before I had experience of making man eat my shit, I
guessed that “eating shit” could be the ultimate stage (the final
stage) for both mistress and slave. I vaguely expected
that one perfect thing could be obtained by that behavior, instead
that all of normal daily life, the reason of human, and ordinary
sense of value are destroyed. I often longed for that I
wanted to force man to do what he really refuse, for example, make
him eat my shit. I could not help being excited when I
saw crying man eat my shit. While, I also
dislike myself who hope human toilet and I was convinced that I was
different from other women. I talked to myself that I
wanted to end this desire in some day, no I had to end
it. However, after having the experience of using man as
toilet, it was revealed that what I thought in my mind before was
not true. Now, I can confess that “eating shit” is just
the entrance to endless world for both mistress and
slave. There is no end the behavior of S & M.
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Dear Anna response to your question;
Benjamin is the
name of the comedian in TV, who looks like me, however I have never
seen his face. I sometimes visit a public bar where
abnormal people are gathering. A mistress in the bar told me that I
looked like Benjamin and recommended me to use this handle name in
her BBS. Since that time, I use this handle
name for the abnormal world like this BBS. |
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